Oki, so this blog seems very empty at the moment, and that's probably due to the fact that I've not been here for 10 days while on holiday in the south of France next to collioure. I can't really say much, other than I really enjoyed myself. The landscape there is absoloutly beautiful, the mountains, sea and sun all combined is wonderful, it really is a recomendation from my part, I have no complaints... except maybe the locals, who seemed to have their heads in their arses LoL. I've even met some brilliant people, who I was quit sad to see leave, but I hope that we will keep contact, and to make things even better my boyfriend was aloud to come and stay with us for a few days ( An article on him soon ^^ ) dispite the fact that even at 5 in the morning he was still talking Haha
At the beggining of the year, I'm not going to lie... I hated you guys, and now I can safely say that that hasn't changed Haha, I only spent a year with you people, and I'm glad it was only that, you talk behind peoples backs, you make things up, you turn everything into such a big deal when you could have all just got on with your lives, Noone NOONE was good enough. Though I can't say that everything was bad, the sun did come out once in a while and make everything good again, I met some wonderful people this year, to whom I have been able to relate to in some way or form, who have been willing to help me with my course work and make sure I didn't give up. We've even been able to see each other through hard situations, like the mountain trip, when we all got lost. I had such a good year last year that I thought that nothing would ever live up to it, which was foolish of me. I guess that this year was to teach me that the end of one thing, can only mean the beggining of annother
I havn't slept in 29 hours and 31 minutes. Why are sleap overs given such a misleading name ? I'm sitting on my bed writing this article because quite frankly, I have nothing better to do, I've been left in a bad mood dispite the smashing night and am now avoiding the people I live with in fear of arguments which are more that ocasional these days. I love to speak my mind and make my oppinion known, I am loud and In your face and I've always lived by the quote '' Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else. '' Yet I'm scared of the regard of others, I hate being the center of attention and whoever I'm not I don't seem to fit in, but if I smile enough I can convince you that everything is fine. I only have a few good friends, and thats the way I like it, I don't want to carry on being someone I'm not with people I dislike.
But lets cut to the chase, and I'm not in the mood for writing a proper text so I'm just going to blast you with complete randomness about me ^^ : my names Eleni, I'm 15 but that should change next september the first, but I'll only forget it, I am in a relationship ^^ <3, I'm English but I love in france, I have 2 brothers but I'd never admit it. I'm fairly oppinionated but please don't mistake that for me being judgemental, I love music, I've been horse riding since I was 4, I'm a chocoholique, I'm bilingual, I'm starting 6th form college in september and i'm sh!t scared ! I repeated my year 10 so I could get better marks, and I did ^^. I have two cats, two dogs and a horse. I miss english food and shopping, I hate being the same as everyone else - I don't want to be a clone, I miss the ''old days '' when everything was easy, I am scared to death of spiders even though I try to be brave, I'm not afraid to die but for the moment I'm enjoying life, I love to eat, I hate skinny people, and pretty girls annoy the hell out of me. I try to avoid mirrors. I trust my gut feeling. I don't know what my true eye color is - green ? brown ? hazel ?. I don't like it when people say I'm small - I'm 5,5 !! I tease people to avoid complimenting them. I've only been outside of europe once and I can't even rember it. I've looked death in the eyes and told it to f*ck off so many times. I wish I could play the drums. I want to go sky diving. I believe in angles LoL. I have already tested so see if I have super powers. I wish I had curly hair. I hate maths. I hate winter. I've never been to disney land like all the other kids. I hate my accent. I'm losing my english. I dispise my alarm clock. my phone is suicidal. I'm now scared of the hairdressers yet I love to get it cut LoL. I've always wondered if chinese people eat cheese. I hate being told to do - REBEL ! I go to the cinema waaay to often...
Anyways, my fingurs hurt, I will be back to write a reeaaal article soon ^^